Thursday, September 1, 2011

"Woman, get out of My way!"


“Woman! Get out of My way!”
 Dear Lord,
Am I the Holy Spirit in my husband’s heart? Sometimes I think I am divinely appointed to speak the “truth” into his ear. To him I am sure it sounds a lot like nagging but to me…pure inspired divine in-site. To him, a lot like Charlie Brown’s teacher…”WHAA WHAAA WHAAA”.  So why in the world isn’t he moved by such wisdom as mine? Surely he should listen since I was created to help him! To help him see the direction that You want us to go, to help him complete that project that You want him to finish, to help him see the gift of prophecy that I have, and of course to help him hear Your voice. You see Lord, he was a musician for many years and sadly has a hearing loss now.  See, he needs me, You need me, oh how I love to be needed!
The Lord Jesus Christ, Creator of the Universe, needs me to help Him reach my poor deaf husband!  Oh Lord! I am your girl! How wise of You to see my obvious abilities and send me as Your’ voice!  I am ready! Shall we have a strategy session Lord? Since I know him so well, I mean You gave him to me to study, to love, to help, right?  Oh I’m so excited to bring my talents, gifts and in-sites to Your attention. Shall we meet early…say 6:00am? Great! I’ll put it in my phone right now so the alarm will wake me up.
Amen!
Your humble servant,
Barbie

 Dear sweet child of mine Barbie,
Let Me first start by saying I love your enthusiasm almost as much as I love you. Thank you for letting Me know about your husband’s tragic hearing loss, seriously I don’t know how I didn’t catch that till you smartly pointed that out…hmmmm (note to self: check hearing)
I am so excited to use your gifts and talents, but I think we may have a little different vision for how “we” will reach that poor deaf husband of yours.  I need you to use your amazing communication skills and in-site to minister truth to other women. No-one on the entire planet is gifted exactly as you are, and so I am going to send you out with a message perfectly suited to you and your friends.                        Meanwhile, I will try to get thru to your man.  I believe with all my heart that once you and I are busy doing the things I have designed for us to do that somehow I will be able to get thru to him. 
As far as a strategy meeting I would love to meet with you whenever you have time, but our time together is so precious to Me that I would prefer that we just talk about you and your desires and dreams for our walk together.  Please try and trust Me on this one, as the kids down there are so fond of saying “I got this!”
With all My Heart,
Abba   

Friday, August 19, 2011

technology -vs- relationship

as of this morning i have over 800 friends on facebook! wow, i must be quite the social butterfly right? i am not questioning whether any of these amazing 800 are true friends, there is no doubt in my mind that i share some commonality with each and every one of them. my question today is not about the "friends" contest but of the true cost of the technology that brings us so close and yet so far.
when i am having a face to face with my husband i can see the emotion or lack of emotion in his eyes ( i can tell when he is really listening or just biding his time until i run out of words) it could be awhile ;o).
when my daughter is talking about her day at school there is so much more said in her expressions than in just her words.
i am not saying here that i don't value all the technology as i sit at my mac and write, what i am trying to say is that God created us to be relational, to have face to face interaction. the scene when the women sits at His feet and washes them with her tears is only beautiful because we can "see" it in our mind's eye. 


here is the texting version : washing JC's feet. :( crying.
                                            wow! why r u crying? :(
                                            just a lil emo today...lol ttfn.
not exactly the picture of sacrifice and love we get in the actual word, right?  i have a theory here that i have pondered and prayed about alot....
ready? here goes. i believe that the further we get from each other the further we get from our God. stick with me a bit here...all the way back to the garden of eden, when man and woman took their eyes away from God all hell broke loose literally! when peter walked on the water he could until he took his eyes away from Jesus! when we walk thru our day and have no communication with our Creator, how often do we fail?  in my case, always!
i have always been a relational being. the best times in my life have always been linked to a face to face encounter with one of my many friends. when my husband looks me in the eyes and says "i love you" it is soooo much more than texting it.
so here is my wish for you today and for the rest of your life...go out today and get face to face with someone, look into their eyes and see what they feel, sit with your kid and have a face to face with them and watch the excitement in their eyes as they get that they matter to you, turn off the tv in your bedroom and just chat...who knows where you might land?
wash the feet of someone you love, it may just remind you and them of the closeness we are designed for.